Near the Day

Schools almost over, finals just remain on a semester that seems to have flown by. With the exception of Quantitive Methods- (a class that has caused me so much stress and with out a doubt a few years off my life), all my classes were ok and i didnt mind going to class. I even was more soically active this year befriending atleast 1 or more people in each class. Thats certainly an upgrade from my grand total of 2 all last year. I also gained a crush/love that will soon pass me by on December 17th. I know that may sound sad but it isnt really. it was actually a positivie expereince for me. Like i mentioned i havent had a crush on some1 since high school so this experience showed me that my heart still works and im not the hopelessly miserable bastard that i thought i had become. I'll try to muster up enough courage however thier is a strong chance my nuts will disinegrate causing me to pussy out.

In the "how sad have i become" file,  you will see that i added pictures of hilary duff to my aol profile. You know ur life has taken a turn for the worse when ur looking at the Disney Channel's website for Hot Pics lol. But 3 photos of HD are up if u wanna see them and laugh at my patheticness.

My birthday is this month and people are already starting up with oh i cant wait to get u something and all that bullshit People, for 21 years my birthday was the best kept secret since jimmy hoffa but for whatever reasons now every1 or almost every1 knows about it. I am not big on birthdays b/c for me its a day of being spoiled or pampered and i dont want that...according to some people im already treated in a high reguard everyday. I'd rather be hog tied and punched in the face repeatedly. So for me the best present is just to continue business as usual- i think its an easy gift yet some people just cant seem to deliver. I have decided to shut my phone off for the majority of the month as i have done in past years and i may even lock myself in my house... but i doubt it will do me any good since sometimes i just need to get out! ill let u know how the story unfolds as the day draws neaerer.

I saw oceans 12 yesterday- ehhhhh. Not as good as the first one but not as bad as a vin deisel movie. Somewhere in between.

Well thats all for now- catch u on the flip side.