The Little Things

Hey chicken mcnukks..whats going on? It's been a busy few days recently so i havent had a chance to keep u guys updated, but im making significant time now, so deal. lol.

Um whats new? Well a couple of nites ago my plans of going to a party fell through and i decided to go to bed early..or so i thought...it turns out i had one of the roughesht nite sleeps of my life. I usually have trouble sleeping- i toss and turn a lot when i sleep and sometyimes i take more time trying to fall asleep then i do actually sleeping..but usually when i sleep- im out no bad dreams and no piss breaks- im out like a light...but not that nite...i had a wierd dream with some1 climbing into my house and then into my room and pretty much just watching me sleep... it was a guy with cut off sleeves too which makes it 10 times creepier... it made me feel so uneasy and i woke up all friggen paranoid..then i went to sleep again and was awoken by a phone call slightly after 4 in the morning about my brother being in a car accident...he's fine..the car on the other hand isnt but thats life i guess... (its a complicated story and 1 i dont like talking about so thats it on that topic) so it was hard to get back to sleep after that.

I shaved my head recently.. i've done it every summer for the past 3 years so its not really a fashion thing as it is tradition. If u never seen me bald, well u havent seen me without a hat lol. But i kinda look like an anorexic Butterbean...i dunno why but i kind of like it. The only thing that sux is the timing. i've been sending out resumes like a mad man and if i ever get called for a good job i'll have to go looking like a deflated Goldberg.

Today i saw a midget and as is customary when seeing a little person i stared until i couldnt stare anymore (he walked away)..and dont act like u wouldnt do the same thing...there is just something about these little batards that make u gawk in awe..its like a car wreck- u know u shouldnt be looking, but when u see it... ur eyes light up like christmas trees and u watch with eager anticipation for every sickening second. The image of this little guy stuck in my head all day, and brought me oodles of joy... i had visions of him acting as a bouncer at a club.... and then in an intense basketball game and then i found these bad boys...im sick i know but is there something funny about the link that says "view larger" or is that just me? And i know i said i'd never date a little person but check out that chick mini-golfing..not too shabby. good things do come in small packages.

I feel bad for this kid eric. I went to high school with him, i worked with him and i even had a class with him at hofstra.. We both graduated together and he invited me to go to his graduation party like a month and a half ago but i couldnt b/c i had class the next day. So just today he IM's me and asks me to go to his party this sunday and i accepted cuz i had nothing else going on plus my friend jim was going so i thought id go. Well it turns out that my work party ( i know its gay but i promised bert i'd go) has been moved to this weekend (in my favor cuz we are going to mountain creek next sun) and now i have to cancel on eric again!!! He's not the coolest kid in the world and he'd tell u that himself..but he is a really nice guy and i feel bad canceling..so i havent done it yet but i know i have to.

A new show starts tonite on FX at 10 pm and i couldnt be more excited.. My favorite shows are on Hbo and Fx so if it even looks remotely interesting to me i'll give it a whirl. Which says a lot about 6 feet under, the comeback and deadwood- but they mite be good..who knows?

Food and Drinks

I'm gonna hit u with a quickie hit, just to update y'all on the wedding and shit.

The wedding was excellent. It was a busy friggen day from start to finish but the time actually flew by. We got to the church at about 3:15ish and did a quick little rehersal before the peeps came. At the moment of truth i wasnt nervous at all...ehh maybe a little bit but i think i did a pretty good job. Not that its hard friggen work walking down the aisle and forcing a smile but i think i did ok. After the church we hopped in the limo, with the AC cranked as high as it could go and it was off to the Carlton for pictures and food!! Let me tell ya, a man can get used to the kind of treatment- food and drinks were everywhere and coincidentally so was i. When the camera stopped shotting i was either at the bar or looking for the nearest bus boy. Great food at the cocktail hour!!! and what was even greater, once we got upstairs in our own private quaters...there was more food!!! It was a beautiful thing!! After the cocktail hour it was time for us to be announced to appear on the dance floor. One by one all the wedding party people were announced and we danced out like the drunken idiots we were..oh yeha i was def buzzed there wasnt anything else that could have me open to the idea of dancing. So we danced out and then i danced with my mom for 1 song then it was off to the table. I sat next to the groom's sister Dina and at the risk of sounding gay- she was an abosolute delight. I had a good converstation with her the whole night, she kept it flowing well. Occasionally I glanced over at her b/f and wondered if he realized how lucky he was. i'm not saying she was gorgeous buttttttttttttttttt she def. was pretty and her personality made up for any defaults she may have had. She was exactly my type, the sterotypical sweet and funny girl that occasionally pops up into ur life and makes u wish u had a chance. Atleast thats been a running storyline in the endless snoozefest called my life. My brothers g/f asked me the other day whats ur type- and i said i dont really have 1. I dont limit my options to just  leggy blonds with mellons the size of, well mellons. No, the only thing im looking for is some1 with personality..so much personality it makes up for my lack of it. Anyway, back to the friggen wedding. The rest of the wedding went well- the venue was too stuffy though i think the AC had to be broken or something cuz it was too much to handle at times. Another slight criticism was the loudness of the band- i always seem to get hedaches at weddings i guess cuz im the oldest 22 year old in the world but i just think they can keep down a notch. All and all i had a great time and i didnt want the night to end and this is coming from some1 who hated weddings a year ago.

The night of the wedding was also the night of my good friend mike's birthday so a lot of people went to fridays to celebrate that nite. I felt bad i missed it so i wanted to try and make it up to him. We (me, bert, brad and gina) decided we all go out to a bar in mike's honor. We originally went to boss crokers and it was deader than elvis in there, u'd figure a sat nite would be jumping- but no sir that wasnt the case at all. So we had a drink and then we decided to leave....actually it was more like we were forced out but whatever, we left. We then went to a massapequa bar (that shall remain nameless for multiple reasons: 1- i forgot the name, 2- i dont want to see any of u there) and it was much better. Lots of people that i didnt know and no1 there to bother us/kick us out. Mike and his sister came and we had a great time with drinks and food- it was awesome untill bert got on his horn squashed the fun. He told people from work where we were and it kind of put a damper on things. I like to see coworkers from time to time but when celebrating a friends b-day its not right to go and talk to those people and leave the guest of honor- u know? i didnt like the fact that they came at all but whatever we stayed about 20 mins with them and then we decided to call it a nite.

Gettin Hitched, Bitch

NO, NO, NO, NOT ME, obviously! There isnt a woman in her right mind that would marry me, which gives me a great idea- on sat i'll be heading to the psych ward with love in my eyes and a ring in my hand. But on a serious note, my cousin Phyllis is getting married!!!!! 

Ok, lets dive right in today..

Yesterday was the wedding rehersal dinner for my cousin phyllis and her soon to be husband richie.  I'll be walking down the aisle with the groom's brothers wife (got that?) as well as my cousin (by marriage) Dom. It's 2 guys for every girl. I'm not really nervous yet but as with everything i'll probably get nervous a half hour before the actual ceramony and become more figity than a heroine addict with a nervous head twitch. I get nervous when i friggen flush the toilet- i cant imagine what i'll be like when/ if i ever get married. I dont know why i should be nervous tomorrow though- yea i'm walking down the aisle but no1 is looking at me- they are all waiting for the bride. I'm like the blooming onion appetizer before the friggen 24 oz portor house steak..and these people are hardcore canivores. Atleast thats how im looking at it... Anyway the rehersal went down fine- without a hitch..(no pun intended). The dinner was good too. We went to thom thom's, its a local restaurant in wantagh...the food was ok- i got the skirt steak (sweet irony). I also received a gift from the bride and groom and it was pretty good 1 at that. First let me just say that it is an honor to be picked as part of the wedding party. I feel as if i should have gotten them a gift (besides the monetary 1 they'll receive). But yeah thay got all the guys the same gift, I know its hard to get a gift for every1, so they opted to get a nice humidor for the guys and some jewelery for the chix. I'm not a cigar man but the box is so nice it really can be used for anything, plus its got my initials engraved on it...i like it a lot. I really like just telling people i got a humidor..it sounds cool, humidor lol. Soooooooooo the wedding is tomorrow and i'll be out and about all day starting at 1:30..so dont call me- which im sure no1 will anyway but theres kind of a story to that....Lets just hope it doens rain like the dickens tomorrow as huricane or tropical storm dennis arrives or maybeits huricane iris- i dont know but i hope its nice up until like 8 then i dont care if ti pours. 

Back to what i eluded to earlier, i feel a sort of divide happening amungst my friends, myself included. I could be going crazy here and i hope to god that i am, but i feel as if there is a shift going on and some people are being brushed aside. Now there always was little cliques within our clique and certain people would call people and certain people wouldnt call people but we always were friends no matter who called who. I remember when my friends jimmy and mike were having their differences, i did everything in my power to try and get them back together agin and i had some success but eventually they did go their seperate ways..sort of. But now im not even going to try to stop it cuz somehow i feel as if im in the middle of it all. It seems to me, and again this is through my eyes which are in deep need of new corrective lenses, that tribal lines seem to be breaking and friends are turning into more of acquaintances and its kinda sad really. I have always held my friends in the highest reguard and if there is 1 thing that i truely i love it's wrerslting lol. but if there is two- it would be my friends and wreslting  (sometimes friends even more so than wrestling) And its border line tragic that people would make plans, or not ivite other people that they consider to be friends or make plans that seem to be done out of spite for another person, or even not help a friend at all in order to prove a point. I'm not perfect nor do i claim to be but i feel as if everytime i have done something wrong- i try and resolve it- i also feel as if other people dont share that philosophy. Now this will prob. all blow over cuz this sort of thing happens with friends but we have always been so close i feel this is kind of new ground. i guess thats all i really wanted say about that right now.

I dont know who reads this thing, or why any1 would, but its my boyn Mike's birthday today, so Sim if ur 1 of the few that reads this drivel- happy birthday man- lets go out on sat night and celebrate!

The Yanks, aka my American Heros  had a kick ass victory tonite- battling back constantly to beat the villans of baseball known as the boston red sox. Whats even sweeter is that Arod hit an A-Bomb of the sinister 1 himeself curt the squirt schilling. GOOD GAME!

I got a raise today- im so exited about it- i wasnt even gonna ask for 1 cuz i felt like i was gonna leave in a month or so anyway but i looked at my pay check and there she was!!! Its only a 50 cent raise but it was nice to see. I'm not gonna wanna leave that place..eh once i get offered some mucho dinero it will be adios amigos el saf-t-swimos.

You know what i hate: when people dont believe me. Like at work. People ask to schedule a class for a certain day and i say "nope nothings available" and then they say "really?" like im putting 1 over on them and when they leave i'l have a friggen big hardy laugh about it and tell all my co-workers how i really got mrs. hellobowitz (made up name) good today. Why is it so hard to believe me. I'm not gonna turn around and go, gotcha! or say -u know what- i did find something- i wouldnt have found it unless u said "really" in such an astounded voice. Believe me- i know what im doing.

Aight i got a big day coming up in less than 24 .. no check that, holy crizap less than 10 hrs so i gotta get some sleep. talk to u naggers soon.

Making a Splash

Nothing screams fun and excitement quite like a waterpark..and what better place to get the S-O-X started than splish spash. The day started off well... i was up at about 7:45, which is kinda funny cuz im supposed to wake up early for work on saterdays but that never seems to work out but yesterday my head shot of the pillow in a fit of joy. Usually i'm smacking the snooze button every ten miutes like a pimp smackin his hoes.  Its wierd how when u wanna wake up for something- ur able to. Anyway we (brad, scott, bert, and me) got some bagles and started cruising..we saw a liscence plate that read "havin fun" and thats exactly what we intended to do. We f'd around all day just crackin jokes and doing stupid stuff. Key notes of the trip included: sun tan lotion wars, bert getting a black eye, and a life guard threatening to kick our asses, "seriously" lol. Ahhh good times.

We (bert, brad, and my favorite lady Gina) also hit up the bar  that nite (i dont wanna say the name of it  for fear of seeing people we know there), but it was a nice little quaint bar. Quick service and roomy as well...i guess its cuz we were the only ones in there!! But it was a rebel's delight- and that's prob. why i enjoyed it so much. Another reason it was so good was b/c of the group that went. Me and bert are always game to go to the bars and stuff and mike too for that matter but it def. gets more fun when more people come. And it was an added bonus that gina came cuz i was under the impression she was anti-drinking. So hopefully we get to do it agin sometime.After that it was off to berts house to chill. We had a couple more drinks and just chatted. it was a good ending to a great (but long) day.

My summer classes ended on thursday and i did pretty well. I got a 91 on both the mid-term and the final and i had to do a final presentation on thurs and i nailed that. So im pretty confident i got an A (or in the A family) which would be a nice little GPA boost. I'm gonna miss my professor though- i had him for 3 classes and he is a short yet delightful fat man. Hes a good hearted guy who loves the ladies although he hasn't had much success..he also takes care of his mother, who has alzheimers, he has bad knees and battles diabeties. if i was a film maker i'd make a heart warming, made for tv movie about his life.

I got my last class starting on tuesday and im not looking foward to it. I know nothing about the teacher nor the subject of anthropology. I just hope it goes well and im able to get through it. from there its off to get a job or if i cant find anything, ill need to go back to get my masters and hope something opens up from there.

You know what i hate: fiesty puerto rican chicks. Listen, i got nothing against the latinos nor do i have anything against fiesty females- infact that can be attractive, but once these jennifer lopez like wanna-bes start pointing that finger and moving their wrists back and forth like hands on a grandfather clock it kinda pisses me off...not to mention when they say something like "he cant handle my pureto rican actictude". First off its attitude and secondly, if ur so proud of ur heritage go back to ur home land whether its mexico or pureto rico. If your in the US u got to speak english senorita.  Don't like it?, go back to san juan where being a dumb ass isnt only accepted its a requirement. Now this didnt affect me directly- i just heard overheard a chica say that and it bugged me.

My personal opinion: Jessica Simpson's new music video, is hot but the song was better when it wasnt remade. Jessica is as beautiful as she is ditzy and she def has some talent but u couldnt really tell from that song. Willie Nelson's voice can't even be heard. The washing the General Lee in a bikini was also unnecessary but greatly appreciated.