Friends

I have major issues. I know that, u know that, i think the world knows that. I have problems understanding things, problems communicating and self esteem problems. But 1 problem i dont have is bad friends, and im not just saying that cause a few of them read this garbage, im saying it cuz its true. They are my family. I am having a good time this summer just hangin out wit them.

However, most of them have g/fs and i realize that i'm one of the few that doesnt. I dont need a g/f right now though and i really dont want 1 (which is prob. fortunate for me cuz i  couldnt get 1). Their are several reasons why i say this. 1) b/c of the obvious. i've given up on myself. I'm outta shape, i've got a nose that so pointy i could open letters with it and a hair line thats recedes so far back that the only place i could grow an afro is on my ass. 2) is my lack of success with the opposite sex. Now i know people have broken up b4 but few have had similar stories as mine. I dont wanna dip in to that now maybe another night but the jist of it is every girl that i have ever been close to has come around to bite me in the ass in 1 form or another. Which leads to 3) i have major trust issues with people. And for good reason.

I think i have grown up alot these past few yrs,  i have made a lotta mistakes along the way some ill make again and some i wont but through it all i have learned a great deal. I have learned who is trustworthy and dependable. Those people are few and far in between and thats why i call them my friends and thats why i dont associate with any1 else. Some people may surprise me and some people will never surprise me cuz they'll never grow up. So for that reason i'll stick with the few friends i have and end it there. So if i havent spoken to u in while and ur reading this now- dont be offended but ur prob dead to me.

I stand alone, but my friends stand behind me.

If i may quote myself: I'm not anti-social, i just hate most people.