Schizoid

Little drama last night when me and my friend "dood love" found out that the 8:30 class that we signed up for was actually at night instead of the morning like we origianlly thought. So we hadda get signed into the morning class, not a big deal but a little embarassing. The class itself isnt bad, a little dry but math is always boring so i just hope we get through it. The professor desnt seem like a "shitgoose" so thats always good.

Yeah, so i took a personality test just to further prove something that i already knew...im f'd up. The results showed that i am a Schizoid: People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

I wish i could just dismiss it but i see a lotta truth in that and thats a lil freaky. I dont wanna be a Schizioid! 

Tomorrow my Grandpa goes for surgery and my brother graduates from college and stupid me i forgot to take off of work so i wont be able to be around for either one. I'm a little dissapointed in myself. Thats like the 40th dumb move i made this week. I'm an abortion gone wrong.

My friend Matt came down from Saint Thomas for a few days but i didnt get a chance to see him. With my Grandpa sick and my lack of sleep from Atlantic City we were unable to meet up. I feel like such a bad friend cuz he only comes home like 3 times a yr and hes one of my best friends so it sux.

Quotables: "I guess I just prefer to see the dark side of things. The glass is always half empty. And cracked. And I just cut my lip on it and chipped a tooth."