Friday, July 23, 2004

Shot To The Heart

(formally titled "...For old times sake")I really didnt wanna go to the bar last night. I dont usually like going to bars any night but it was Lauren's birthday and i knew mike didnt have any1 to go with so i reluctantly said yes. I had a whole list of reasons in my head of why i shouldnt go. But i went anyway but knowing id be complaining the whole night.

Mike got us a ride there.. her name was kara. Everyone knows my feelings on her so thier is no need to go into it. She dropped us off ... not before almost killing us but lets not talk about that. She dropped us off and we walked in with Joe and Andrew from the theater... had i known they were gonna be there i prob wouldnt go. not that i dont like the kids cuz they are nice people but mike coulda chilled with them the whole night and be fine- he didnt really need me, But whatevs- we walk in and its kinda quiet. we pay for our bracelets, say hello to whoever and head to the bar.

Now have u ever watched Ricki Lake or any talk show that have those huge transformations. You know the ones that have the "ugly" girls from high school who turn into these hot swim suits models. And of course u look at the pictures and say how did these people not realize how hot this chick would be. Or have u ever watched those movies where the popular guy in high school dates some "nerd" on like a dare and she becomes the hottest thing in the world. And of course u saw her potential the whole time. You kinda think these guys are friggen morons, and u wish that kinda stuff happend to u...well it happend to me and i blew it. i dunno how i could have missed it but i def. dropped the ball. I saw some1 last night from my middle school days and i was in awe of how AMAZING she looked. Before i mention the name, let me talk her up a little bit. Me and Mike were at the bar thier and thier are a couple of really hot chicks but the bartender had summin about her that was just so striking. Shes a little short, dark skinned, long dark hair, very attractive and very friendly. Her bubbly personality made her seemed like she was approachable. Once i got past her cuteness i actually managed to spit out words that formed a sentence...usually thats a big problem for me. Me and Sim came to find out that she went to our middle school and then transfered to Division.  Then i asked hername and she said: "Lisa Lebinoti"

Once she said her name i was in disbelief. the name so familiar chimed like wedding bells in my head, doves and rose pedals filled the bar and i saw a spotlight fall over her and then the song "Only You" softly started playing. Quickly i pinched myself to snap back into reality. I realized how absolutley pissed i am at myself for not noticing her back then.. i guess i was too busy dreaming of Shawna Dabbs to even look at any1 else but i def. regret it now. Even though i can only remember her in 1 of my classes its still painful to think i missed out. But whatever- i offered to buy her a shot to do with me and mike for old times sake.. (tequilla) mike backed out but  fortunately she didn't.And even better she said it was on her.. and that seeled it....."feelings of love". We did the shot and then she was back to work and i went back to staring at her while hiding in the corner.

Mike then said he saw her kissing one of the guys outside.. obviously her b/f. So i prob didnt have a shot anyway but for a few seconds i was happy and in love lol.. We then proceeded to say our goodbyes before we started our journey home... i didnt get a chance to say good bye to Lisa but somehow i dont believe it was goodbye.. because i shall see her again. Oh yes i shall.

Anyway we decided it be best to walk home. Now we had rides offered to us by numerous people and i knew i could prob call any1 of my friends but thier was just summin exciting about walking home that made me do it. So walked home only stopping momentarily to get some donuts.. the bagel place was closed (very upsetting). It was def. a good night though and i went to bed with a smile and small buzz.

Also little tidbits to mention.. thier was a bizarre older guy who acted like a mime by not saying much but using his hands and dacing..although he wasnt intending to be a mime- hard to explain and ever harder to keep a straight face. An older woman named lisa just came up and started talking to us- i dunno why but wierd people just always seem to flock to us. Lastly- Andrea came over and started talkin to me  which was strange cuz we've never to my recolection spoke before. but she knew me and my family. Iknew she knew my brother and my mom but i had no idea she could even pick me outof a line up- it made me feel good i must say.

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