Today was my last class, i had 2 tests and it took me the entire length of the period to finish. I think i did well, well enough to erase my previous bad grades and maybe even well enoght to escape the class with an A.
I'm def. glad it's over but in a way i'm gonna miss it. Not just being picked up everyday to school but to be in a class with a friend, its like high school. And thats probably the 1 aspect of high school i miss. I need some1 to complain to and make fun of the idiots in the class with. i dont have the ability to make new friends b/c unfortunately i was born w/o a personality.
Another sad goodbye goes to Gina and Michelle who will be leaving for italy today. I'm gonna miss them. Even though thier is a good chance i could go a month and not see them while thier here in long island- i still feel sad that they are leaving. I'm sure they are gonna have a great time...actually why the hell do i feel bad?- they should feel bad 4 every1 who is stuck here.
I got a call today saying that i have been shipped off to westbury. If i havent mentioned it already i hate the westbury Saf-t-swim. It's in a neighborhood which resembles the bronx with all the grimey people and disheveled buildings. The people thier i dont get along with either, i feel outcasted and i hate every second of it. Every 5 minutes I find myself saying "If i had a gun i'd..." and i fill in the blank. I'm really starting to dislike work now. I feel like i'm getting dumber and the work is overwhelming. At K-mart i ran that shit- I was "Superman". Here im struggling to be respected - im "shitty-guy". But now that i use the gym i dont wanna give it up. I'm gonna stick it out till january (after x-mas bonus) than i think im gonna start searchin elsewhere.
Quotables: Why do I have the feeling that someday I'll be describing this to a psychiatrist?
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