A Killer Smile

These past few days have been anything but uplifting, i'm actaully failing a finance class and my work load has doubled in size for the the final month of the semester however, for some reason unbeknownst to me my mood has been pretty damn chipper. Now granted i'm a pretty happy guy for the most part with a car salesman like smile from ear to ear and constant giggling but i also have those "south oaks moments" as i like to call them where i wanna gut myself.  But recently its been all smiles and the only thing i can attribute that to is the beautiful weather. i'm def. not in love and i have no hobbies so thats gotta be it. Anway, I've been humming songs at work and ROCKING OUT in my car to songs that are down right embarassing but at the same time some-what therapeutic. I never knew i memorized the words to songs by Jewel, and O-town but if u would have seen me on Hempstead Turnpike you would have thought i was the lead singer for a cover band. Which by the way has got me thinking i missed my calling. I shouldn't be a marketing major, where's the money in that? Where am i gonna go with that useless degree, instead i should be a pop singer. So im extending an open invitationm to any1 within my reach..if u wanna start up a boy band let me know. The world has been missing a good boy band since the untimely demise of n'sync and with a little help i think i can start a revoultion. Even if i have just 1 hit song thats all i need. Look at hanson they were on top of the world for a couple months until the world realized they were awful and they have been living in the lap of luxury ever since.

"Do u realize that dropping a grape into a pool of wine is equivalent to dropping a dead body into a pool of blood." This thought provoking quote was given to me by a classmate of mine.At first glance i thought the kid was a nut bag but after lengthy conversations he's actually quite intelligent. He's got the skin head look, equiped with army pants and a backback with a "tool" patch strategically placed in the center. He's always got something funny or interesting to say (although an example escapes me at the moment) when u ask him a question and thats such a difference from myself. I look at myself as a talking magic 8-ball. I give the shortest answers with not even a hint of detail. Come to think of it I'm james' worst nightmare. He's a talking machine and when its my turn i retort with 1 word answers..ehh maybe he'd prefer that. who knows, who cares..its prob too late for me to change anyway.

This journal is like Fight Club in the sense that the only rule is never to talk about it in public. It's embarassing enough that i have a journal but i dont want to answer questions to those who didn't know i have 1 or find it gay or stupid. Not that there opiniuon matters to me but why waste my time answering questions to hypocritical people, u know? Thats the primary reason i left a link of this on my homepage and have never said a word about it to anyone. I'm not the guy wo posts it on their away message or anything b/c im not trying to get readers, in fact when i write this stuff my intent is to speak freely so the less people i know that read this the more free i am to talk. Don't get me wrong i like getting feedback and it makes me feel good when people think the stuff i write is comical but i like to keep it strictly on the DL. The only reason i havent completely blocked every1 is that i know a few people actually look foward to it and i know i could never say anything bad about them anyway.

Keeping with movie related opening sentences, I saw Amityville Horror last night..and it was pretty suspenseful. Scarier than what i originally thought and def. scarier than most horror films. It's still not a jump out of ur seat and hide behind the fat guy in the third row type of film but overall pretty good. Scarier than the Ring 2, Cabin Fever, White Noise, Constantine, Freddy vs. Jason, and every other recent suspense flick. Not as good as sin city but all and all a good movie. Ryan renolds' character was sick and he was surprisingly jackedddddd. It must have been from working out with Triple H during filming of Blade 3...but then agian i think wrestling is the answer to all questions... After the movie we drove past the actual house but nothing cool happened. I was hoping for something cool like a light to flash or something but the house just looked ordinary.

I got selected for jury duty and i have to appear monday at the court house. I hate that shit. Thats one of the reason i didnt vote in the past election but they got me anyway. So lets hope i get out of it...i also got summoned to appear for the speeding ticket that happend over a year ago.Those of u who don't know the story, dont worry there isnt 1... I was cruising along and i get stopped cuz it was a school zone...hopefully it gets pleaded down and i just pay a fine and ill be on my way.

Thats all for now. Enjoy the beautiful weather.