Can-Can

Lets start with a job update, i know i've been rather mum on the subject but i gave u nosey bastards my reasons... So now that i got a feel of the job here's the inside skinny.. I've been in the cube (it's cool as ice) for three weeks already and i gotta say- i like it. It's boring at times but i'd rather be bored out of my sack than working like a slave- u know? And the only reason its boring is b/c i dont know what to do. Eventaully I'll know all that im responsible for and i'll be good as gold. I've even been working a little overtime.....an hr here, a half hor there...i hear people complaining that they have to stay but i'd rather be making money than home watching the knicks lose games. But anywho- heres a few observations on the job so far...While working at a desk as u can imagine i get a lot of e-mails from bosses and co-workers..every1 is so polite in these e-mails but at the same time u know their is such venom and shit behind it...like the word "thanks" has taken on new meaning, i just feal that its a euphemism for "hurry up u fucking asshole"...or.... "u think u can manage that u piece of monkey feces"...i dunno, call me crazy but i just get that feeling- especially when its followed by several "!!!!"  Another observation is the abundance of choclate..everywhere i look people are eating small choclates, or candy bars...maybe its just cuz its halloween but its like the Keebler elves work for Canon USA. My boss is the worst..every 5 minutes i hear a wrapper being unravled. I like her though- shes been very good to me, she never curses either- instead of saying shits and giggles..she says grins and giggles- i think thats funny i really dunno why.

I havent left saf-t-swim completely..i still go in there a lot to work out and say hello to the old crew. Overall i liked my time there but i really cant tell you how happy i am to be out of there. Sleeping late on saterdays is reason enough..Apparently my thank u letters went over very well- i got word that Michelle, the last to receive a letter was touched, which is shocking cuz i didn't spend that much time on it. Apparently i have a gift for the written venacular, if only i could make a living out of journal entries and personalized thank u letters.

The familia and i went to see my uncle last week who has been battling cancer. He's lost a lot of weight but he looks good...i admire his toughness b/c he can still manage to smile and make jokes even though he's obviously not comfortable. I can only hope that i'd be as courageous as him. He's eating through a tube right now and cant swallow b/c of the readiation on the neck. I pray for him every night and hope that he gets better soon. If all goes well he should be off the treatment in november and maybe even back to work in december/january.

Hockey season is in full swing- has any1 noticed? yeah me neither.

I dont watch much tv anymore but i have seen a few shows that i'd like to chat about if i may- Luguna beach...Watching this show is like watching web cams of Triple X but u only get to see the parts where they dont take their clothes off..and yet its still manages to be entertaining. Kristen and LC (lauren to the late person) are down right amazing, Casey is like porn star hot, like i wouldn't bring her home but i'd bring her home if u know what i'm saying  j/k- i odnt really like her at all- shes too fake to me..IM  such a LOSER!!!! lol. Jason on the other hand, is quite simply a mountain of scum..like thats it- if he was my friend and i was describing him to some1 thats what i'd say..This is jason, the mountian of scum. I don't understand what hot lauren sees in Mount Scummore- its mind boggling!! Over*There: great first season, i missed a couple episodes but i was able to catch up right away...it def deserves to get picked up- its not rescue me though!!!! i just wish there was like a cliff hanger type ending- like a huge explosion. C'mon its a show about war- some1 has to get smoked, right? Real World..ehh what? This season is awful- i have more exciting things go on in my life than this show.  The blond haired girl is hot- no question, but i still cant get into it...i saw last weeks episode- the ugly girl that no1 likes was talking smack about rachel...10 mins later they are sharing a cab and their buds teaming up on the black guy- they need to spice it up a little bit..if i were mtv i'd call puck for a little cameo... but atleast mtv gave us a break from the conga line of gay people that are always paraded on the show..i could never be a part of the real world for that reason a lone- im not saying im a homophobe, but i dont think i could live with a gay person-I guess that makes me a homeahomophobe or something. i'd be wearing chastitybelts and taking a gun with me in the shower and under the pillow.

I gotta go- we'll tlak later