Head Cheerleader

I dont mean to be my own cheerleader here but i have always been a decent student. In high school i didnt bust my ass but i certianly did well. In Nassau, i maintained a good enough GPA to get a partial schollarship to Hofstra. Even here at Hofstra i have managed to stay a float- while working hard. And don't get me wrong, my grades won't knock ur socks off but i think i can hang in their with the best of them, certainly better than ur average joe. But only 1 class has consistancy kicked the ever loving shit out of me and that class is QM/Statistics. I (along with scott) dedicated a whole winter break to QM. We woke up early, went to class, did the hw, studied and we still felt overwhelmed by the never ending work that it takes just to do 1 problem. But thats not the issue. If it was just a lot of work but i knew how to do it, i would be ok with that . Unfortunatley on every problem i find myself  begging for help like a homelss man. We got outta the winter class pulling out ok grades but for the hrs we put in we def. deserved A's respectivly. Now fast foward to the present we are REVIEWING the old stuff and im already behind. The worst part is the stuff he goes over doesnt cover all the problems we are responsible 4. Let me tell ya man, never in my life have i thrown more fits doing a leisurely day of homework than today...I was beating the crap outta my furniture cuz my answers didnt match the back of the book for the 18th straight time....i didnt even get this stressed for my SATs. I dont wanna get a tutor cuz that to me says that i cant do it and i hate that feeling, as it is i already rely on scott like a crutch, or like a new born baby relys on his mother's funbags.  This class has me on the brink of suicide and im not even joking. If i had hair id be pulling it out right about now.  I need geek DNA but until then ill keep encouraging myself to get through this class. Wish me luck

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