Ramblings

My summer is almost officially over with school starting on Tuesday, so here i am preparing for many more similar nights alone in front of my computer.  I already spend way too much time on this damn contraption but without the possibility of going out every nite it only gets worse. Every year I become an aol junky.. and not the cool type of junky who searches for porn all day. Nope, its the junky who signs on and waits with eager anticipation for some1 to IM him but that some1 seems to never come.

Over a year ago, in a fit of rage and depression I compltely deleted my buddylist which consisted of over 125 people. I decided to start from scratch, by allowing a 2 month period in which i just added those people who IM'd me and after that i put the rest of the viewing world on block. I was rocking a single digit buddy list for a while but now every so often i make additions to it. Right now my buddylist is up to 27 but that's generous. I dont talk to half of them, maybe its time for some more cuts.

I'm watching "You've Got Mail" right now... and for some unexplainable reason i love this movie. Evertyime its on i watch it but its so not my style.  Not to say that i cant enjoy a good heart warming tale of 2 enemies that come together and fall in love . Because thats just crazy- I have seen Rocky a thousand times and Rock and Apollo hated each other but then developed a love for 1 another. But that is some how more manly than this. I guess im just a sucker for Meg Ryan. There is something so adorable about her that makes me wish i could find something or some1 just like her. But when it's all said and done ill probably wind up with an over weight and over the hill ex-prostitute who will cheat on me for a dime bag from her former pimp..or maybe not.

Besides Meg Ryan there are a few other Hollywood chix that i cant get enough of.  The Angelina Jolie types i wont even get into cuz we already know they are amazing. But Hilary Duff and Jessica Alba and Jennifer Love Hewitt are in the crazy cute-sexy category , (its a word dont question it). Shannon Doherty, Tara Reid, and Drew Barrymore round out my crazy wild-sexy group.Thier are plenty others i just dont wanna bore u or myself any longer- time 4 bed.